Wednesday, October 18, 2006
LAW OF LIFE.
i really hate knowing the true side of someone, well at least the worst side of that person. its hard to accept it, even though the fact is staring right at you.
for the past year, ive seen so many people who have shown their true personality. and it isnt a very nice thing to see. i had rather not know the truth, but its inevitable, is it? when everything is so obvious. i really really wished i didnt see it. and its to the extent that i start questioning myself. whether it was because i view people differently now, thats why i feel that she's changed.
well, i guess there are somethings about the human brain that cannot be answered(:
life goes still on, doesnt it?
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" 6 ways i live life
1.don't waste your time doing things which make you unhappy.
2.if you are unhappy about something and are forced to do it, make the best out of it.
3.if you can't make the best out of it, ignore it as patiently as possible.
4.don't waste your time thinking about what others think of you.
5.do what you want to do and do not care what others think
6.be yourself " -gillian
and thats what i call living a life. a proper, normal one. i think i can tick off a few of it, thanks to gillian. im living a much more carefree life!
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"no matter what happens, life goes on. every single day.
sometimes, being different is difficult and very tiring. people don't accept you for who you are and try to convince you to compromise who you are to fit in. but when you do, you lose a part of yourself. even though you tell yourself that it's just temporary, but it slowly eats you, tearing away your identity, leaving a drone, following and copying. the worst thing is that you don't realise it. because you've been programmed to follow and through fake acceptance, find what you think is "true" happiness.
how many people have been caught in that trap? how many people are there, pretending to live their lives happily, not knowing who they are, and finally, one day, having to realise that their lives have been wasted
chasing after material objects, and realising that they have no identity.
i'd rather be an individual with few friends than be a drone with many "friends". because i won't have to suffer the harsh reality of it all one day. when that one day comes, i will feel sorry for those people, because they know not what they have done, and they know not the consequences.
who are you?" -gillian
all credit goes to this very special friend! the sad part is that, not many appreciates the way she thinks.
when some people think differently, and their views arent the same as others, its hard for people to accept.
so, i will do this for gillian, and all those who thinks differently from others: LISTEN, for crying out loud. listen about life from a different point of view!
im changing, aint i? or is it the world that is changing?
before i end off, heres a song by Frank Sinatra
MY WAYAnd now, the end is near;
And so I face the final curtain.
My friend, Ill say it clear,
Ill state my case, of which Im certain.
Ive lived a life thats full.
Ive traveled each and evry highway;
And more, much more than this,
I did it my way.
Regrets, Ive had a few;
But then again, too few to mention.
I did what I had to do
And saw it through without exemption.
I planned each charted course;
Each careful step along the byway,
But more, much more than this,
I did it my way.
Yes, there were times, Im sure you knew
When I bit off more than I could chew.
But through it all, when there was doubt,
I ate it up and spit it out.
I faced it all and I stood tall;
And did it my way.
Ive loved, Ive laughed and cried.
Ive had my fill; my share of losing.
And now, as tears subside,
I find it all so amusing.
To think I did all that;
And may I say - not in a shy way,
No, oh no not me,
I did it my way.
For what is a man, what has he got?
If not himself, then he has naught.
To say the things he truly feels;
And not the words of one who kneels.
The record shows I took the blows -
And did it my way!
