Thursday, February 08, 2007
So, I managed to withdraw myself out of the oh-so-comfy bed and drag myself to school even though I was not intending to. But Sharmeen persuaded me to, by the time I got to school, she was "up to no good" hahah. no wonder she was getting me to go school today. During assembly she passed me this pack of "wonder peas" and the message written on it was quite comforting, well at least it gave me some energy to start the day with a brighter note(: THANKS ALOT! WILL BE SAVING THE PEAS FOR TOMORROW!
After literature, we made our way down to mass pe. As usual, its this torture session. Managed to survive! whoo! Then this whole long stretch of lessons started, approx 4 hours non stop of classes was really draining. Starting from chem to GP to physics lab. During chem and GP, the teacher was going through answers and stuff, and I could hardly get one right, I was gradually feeling so lousy! By the end of GP as I made my way to physics lab, I was so freaking pissed with myself. I could feel myself just blast off at anyone who talked to me. But I refrained myself. Thank God. phew* During physics, I was so drained, pissed and at the verge of shutting off while the teacher was going through some uncertainty stuff, I cried out to the Lord. I didn't know how to put that feeling into words but this is roughly how I said to God "God, help me concentrate. Give me strength to carry on no matter how down I am feeling. Just allow me to try my very best to keep up..." Within a few minutes, I could feel this sudden surge of energy rushing through me, and all of a sudden my eyes brightened up, and my brains were working again. Its like this clogged up pipe which just got water flowing through it again. That feeling was just WHAO! It did not fade off, surprisingly. I managed to withstand the whole day of lessons, till physical ended. PRAISE THE LORD(:
Anyway, physical today was basically lifting weights, weights and more weights. My arms are kind of trembling now. ugh.
Off to dinner.
Tomorrow is THE DAY. and wow, I am not feeling anything YET. God has taken away all my anxiety and worries. Everything will be in His hands! And this is also for all those worried, freaked out souls out there. God is in control(:
TURRAH!
