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Monday, April 30, 2007

You know what? I will not bother about whoever says about how risky to change to this major and that major, whether its a good one or bad one, or whatever shit people say. I dont give a damn. Because its just tiring to listen, trying to give myself a reason why I should or should not listen to what they are saying.
Why aren't people willing to change their mindset about certain things. Like CHANGES. When I tell people when I want to change to this or that, they go NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO or WHHHHHHHHHYYYYYYYYY like as if the moon just crashed into their houses. And after that, comes the torrent of reasons and questions of why I am doing this. And they start telling me to focus on what I really want and dont change it, "preventing" things from getting bad to worse. Here I am to clarify that I have an ultimate goal, and no matter what kind of failure or successful person I be in the future, that is the place I want to go, and that aim has not moved a single centimeter away from my vision. So whoever is trying to convince me about goal setting, you can strike that off your list.
Right now, I am taking a huge risk in my life because I am changing something pretty big in my life, and I will be willing to do that because at the end of the day, even if i fail, and be a road sweeper, I will be the best one. I have had enough of being brainwashed about what kind of things will be good for my future and what its not. Its because of me being silly enough to listen that cost me what I truly truly wish to pursue, and now its too late to turn back. But it doesn't matter because I have another path that I can walk, a path that "slightly" more people will agree with, but there are still some who dont, and this time, all distractions will be out my mind and I am going to walk this path no matter how risky, hopeless, useless or stupid it is. Because in my heart its telling me that I want it, and it will bring me as far as I need to get to reach that Goal and the life I want.
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As you've realized, I am just ranting out everything thats bugging me this whole period of my decision to change. And its time to throw them out, and let it stay out! I am not targeting anyone in particular, they are my feelings regarding this issue in general.

My confession;
Jesus, Take the wheel.Save me from this Road I'm on.

Much Love,
J.

SPREADIN` RHYTHM AROUND

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