Friday, May 04, 2007
Life's been an eye-opener so far. Meeting people from all sorts of background is a whole new experience. There are some that I have met thus far could never be found in the social circle that I used to be in. Also, coming across many situations and decisions that I have to settle on my own without my parents there to give guidance, and everything just comes down to my own judgment. Pressurizing, indeed, but its a good beginning as I am being introduced into the real world where everything is all about you and only you. See, being in a slower society doesn't mean that you get loads of free time and being left with nothing else better to do. You have to learn all sorts of stuff out of the usual textbook, and usually you have to learn it the hard way. That's life.
Talked to my mentor today. He shared the same opinion as me. And thats nice(:
"Its time for me to slow down, and appreciate what my life in the past, present and future is all about. No more rushing here and there and passing everyday blindly."
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Big Noise 2007. A noisy annual event in Trinity. When 452 of us play Brazilian music at the same time, its Loud. Very loud. Quite fun, even though my drama group's runway show kind of screwed up. After which was the "legal under-age outdoor clubbing". Everyone basically started jumping, dancing and going crazy. I joined in the fun for a while. After I distant myself from the blasting amplifier, everything I heard was muffled. ack.
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Oh yes, will be going back home on the 2nd of July. And its not Singapore, mind you. Firstly I cant find a ticket back to Singapore. Secondly, there is no point in going back. Okay, maybe just to collect my leaving certificate, but I cant be bothered anyway. Singapore is no longer my home, its just some place that I stayed, and now left behind. Its sad, isn't it. How much someone's attitude can change towards a certain place, a certain person, a certain issue. Oh well, changes are inevitable in my life-I have changed. Everyone changes, some for the better, others for the worse. Its nice to read friends' blog to see how they are doing, and its great that they are all doing well in life, some doing even better than before. Guess its time for me to cut down the times when I look back to the past, and start working hard for my own future.
It probably wont be another 6 more months before I go back to Singapore. For now, I will go back to Beijing to visit those whom I really miss.
JO! I MISS YOU TOO! and I think you are the one and only one that deserve me going back for. Will call you real soon (: But for now, I will see you on AIM!
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CIAO
