Monday, December 17, 2007
You are telling me I'm fat?
Class today wasn't the most enjoyable thing I'd like to do early in the morning. I mean, its way out of my comfort zone. Going crazy, acting in drama is one thing, but asking me to do what I did this morning was way off. I know I have to let go of myself to reach another level of confidence, but this step IS difficult. Asking me be like that is like asking him to be shy.
In addition, I was told that I am fat. T-A-L-L does exist in my vocabulary, but F-A-T certainly doesn't. Well, if I compare to other kids in my class, DUH I'm fat. Those kids are like a bamboo stick, with a figure (undeniably). *dang*
Y'know what, I will NOT conform to the views of these people, neither of this world! Just from a short conversation with these "models"/"model wannabes", I realized how superficial they were. Within that short
convo, their views, questions, conclusions were completely/entirely based on the physical appearance. Its sad. Because there is nothing I can say to get them to think beyond what it seems to be.
Allow me to say that I am not a model wannabe, and the people I am talking about does not mean all models, its just the lot that I have met so far. P.S I know the above post is kind of
ambiguous. To know more/in detail
msn me. You do realize I am online the entire day(:
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I spent nearly 7 hours online today. Mainly going through youtube for So You Think You Can Dance videos from all 3 seasons (Amazing numbers), and V for Vendetta, CSI behind the scenes. Facebook. Blogging. IMDB for movies worth watching and ones that I have missed out during the year. Therefore, I am seeing *stars* in front of me. *blinkblink*
I feel "soooooooooo sorry" for Jo, because she can't get a.... HAMSTER for Christmas.
Jo, I can't believe you asked me to
pray for a freaking hamster for Christmas, also known as the Gift of Life. A H-A-M-S-T-E-R. Are you kidding me?
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Classes start again tomorrow morning.
God, please let it be a painless, yet productive one.
