Friday, May 02, 2008
It's been awhile since I have stopped by, no? It's been peaceful recently, nothing fantastic happened, neither did any drastic events occur, Thank God(: I suppose its a period for me to settle down a little, and admire the little events that God put into my life that makes me smile. Its important to live in hope right? I am doing that now. Despite the due dates for assignments looming dangerously close, I still find time plan out some activties, and being involved in church and stuff. Not that they are some amazing events, but its more than enough for me to look forward to each new week(:
After watching tennis videos on youtube, I am so desperate to pick up my tennis racquet again to play some crazy tennis. And its harder than I thought. First is finding people and place to play (which thankfully I have somewhat settled that bit), but also having the strength to get back on court. The intensity of tennis isn't all that low, and considering stopping sports for such a long time, I seriously have no idea how I can even complete an hour of tennis. But I have been replaying the image of me standing on that court serving, smashing, running, whacking over and over again. Thats the last bit of passion for tennis lingering in me, and now its revived again(: I really really want to play!!!
Ignite-converted-to-Soul-Sisters sermon was... I dont exactly know how to put it. But Mary Forsythe certainly speaks with some 'magic'. I could really sense the Holy Spirit working in her. With her main theme as "knowing and finding who you truly are", it struck me, so hard. For a long long time, I have been telling people to be who they are. But then again, when I asked myself that question, Who am I? Every answer I gave myself started with "I think..." Do I really know who I am? Is it ever possible to know who I am? Eventually, everything she spoke about was so applicable in my life, and current situation...
So, today I prayed for something to happen. And I think it indirectly occurred, not in the way I wanted it to be, but close enough I suppose. Yet again, I had doubts. I had questions. I didnt have the courage to go ahead with it. Worst of all, I had excuses to keep me away from doing it.
I need courage and strength Lord! Its gonna be fantastic week coming up!
I hope you will have one too(:
Praise the Lord.
