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Tuesday, August 12, 2008
My blog is so dead...

And so I admit that my life is in a mess. I know I'm trying to keep up with all the work in school. But I know I am not doing my best. Dont get me wrong, I'm wanna do my best, but somehow there's this discipline problem in my life right now. I am not focusing!!
I've been just going in and out of school like a ghost. Just saying hi to some random familiar faces. Hostel friends and church friends are currently a constant and playing a huge part in my life right now. And I definitely feel absolutely blessed to have them. (God doesn't leave us alone, does he?)
So, I have been reconciling with God for the past few days. Sorting things out. Just praying that He will teach me how to surrender and let go. Just so that He can lead my life fully. Because I cant do this on my own anymore. I never should have. But now, I believe that He is going to bring me through this.
It takes time, and I'm gonna be there.
I'm sorry if I have neglected some people and things in my life.
That's especially for you, babe. I know you are getting crazy busy and stressed out and you probably need someone to talk you through it and boost some confidence, but I wasn't there as I promised. But just give me sometime to sort things out. And I trust God that it wont take too long to get my life back on path with His plan.
Sorry Mum for blasting at you. You probably never see this. But sorryy...

LIFE IS GOING TO BE FINE, REAL SOOOOOOON. (:
For now, I will just concentrate on getting the things I can do right. Like cleaning up my ROOM!

My confession;
Jesus, Take the wheel.Save me from this Road I'm on.

Much Love,
J.

SPREADIN` RHYTHM AROUND

ad infinitum;
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