Wednesday, September 03, 2008
Its the start of day three now... Its gonna be a brand new day, a brand new start, a new level of understanding this whole period of fasting. My mind is constantly thinking of how I can get deeper understanding with God.
Yesterday.
DAY TWO
So I find myself alone in the morning in an almost empty lecture theatre, and I decided to open the bible. And I knew God was there. I could feel it. Then the hunger for answers, for visions, started to boil up. But there was jsut silence from Him. I didnt get anything out of the bible. Just nothing. Nothing but His Holy presence. And eventually He spoke to me through the day. Answers are not carefully seeked, its there right before us. But its a choice of obedience before He opens our eyes and heart to discover the things unseen.
I am gonna start appreciating that silence now. Just to bask in His Holy Presence(:
So time of sharing at night was pretty peaceful. Nothing crazy happened. Just a time of truthful sharing. And also reflecting on our day. And Rubhi could feel the change in herself. While I could feel the difference in others; friends that we've been praying for in the house. Just a little more love and understanding. I know there is a long way to go. But we are just gonna continue praying faithfully that the visions we've had would happen.
Oh well, there IS something Rubhi and I felt in common. Hunger. We really wanted to eat the bible. One page a day. hehe.
Ohyes, Natsuki's ankle is getting soooooo much better. At least she will still be able to perform. Wow, just 3 days ago, she was at the verge of being kicked out of her performance, and right now she is going back into it. Amazing. Amazing.
God, what can I say?Anyway, doors are opening. Its time to take away the fear of handling it amd bring out courage and obedience.
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Temptations, GO AWAY!! I am looking for Breakthrough that is gonna be SO MUCH bigger and mighter than you!